HE: A Boy Who Stuck in His Own Reality

I saw him

standing in the crowded room laughing and choking
but still, for him engaging is the important thing
He is a smart person, always using his jokes to hide his dead-man body
Even though I know he wanna run from this kind of reality

He dreams a lot. About money and everything. 
Cars, and girls, and fancy things
And how he will die when his time is ringing

A person who always bring himself an agony
To be the man that he wishes he could be
But he's just a boy who stuck in his own reality.