Changing of A Heart
"The human heart also adapts to the demands of life. Even the greatest love will never last. The saddest heart will be healed"
- Sunraisinn
I never thought that I'd like to drink coffee, but one day I know I need it. As time passed by, and now I am addicted.
I fell hard once, break my bones, split my mind, and give the whole of my heart. It was fun, a feeling that burned me with a lot of flames. I still remember the smell of the room on the third floor. I was there dancing with my heart full filled with love.
In a final chapter, I wrote down that story as a forever after.
But then I screamed from my bedroom floor. That final chapter changed into drops of blood in my books.
Time goes by, and I realized that I don't deserve that. So I stop the blood and soften the stone in my heart. I write another letter, I forgive. I give up.
I never thought that I'll be in love once again. But then I did. A Rational feeling that brings me here, to a place that makes me feel safe. This flame is not too burning, He just gives me that warmest feeling.
I know that I will never be healed, the pain is still here. I just living in another feeling.
In another chapter,
I could say that I might leave a little bit of feeling.
But now, I want to keep what is here.
I wish I shouldn't have to experience the same thing.
A lot of things happen in a blink of an eye. A lot of things changing like a twinkling. Some things in this finite world are actually replaceable, just like our need as we called it the demand of life.
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