Changing of A Heart

"The human heart also adapts to the demands of life. Even the greatest love will never last. The saddest heart will be healed"


- Sunraisinn

I never thought that I'd like to drink coffee, but one day I know I need it. As time passed by, and now I am addicted. 

I fell hard once, break my bones, split my mind, and give the whole of my heart. It was fun, a feeling that burned me with a lot of flames. I still remember the smell of the room on the third floor. I was there dancing with my heart full filled with love. 

In a final chapter, I wrote down that story as a forever after. 

But then I screamed from my bedroom floor. That final chapter changed into drops of blood in my books. 

Time goes by, and I realized that I don't deserve that. So I stop the blood and soften the stone in my heart. I write another letter, I forgive. I give up.

I never thought that I'll be in love once again. But then I did. A Rational feeling that brings me here, to a place that makes me feel safe. This flame is not too burning, He just gives me that warmest feeling. 

I know that I will never be healed, the pain is still here. I just living in another feeling. 

In another chapter,
I could say that I might leave a little bit of feeling.
But now, I want to keep what is here.
I wish I shouldn't have to experience the same thing.

A lot of things happen in a blink of an eye. A lot of things changing like a twinkling. Some things in this finite world are actually replaceable, just like our need as we called it the demand of life. 

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